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Title - "SUFFOCATION OF LOVE"  Part 4 -  "THE RAIN"  It's been a month since I was working there. So I took a leave and the main isn't my tiredness , the main reason was the "Rain". Sometimes I hate the word rain and that sometimes belongs to every time it happens to us. I hate being stuck in one place because of rain, I mean you can't go out, can't go for work and many more things you just can't do. I was sleeping like a 12th class boy whose exam are near but he don't even give a damn fuck about it and sleep like nothing is most happening thing in this world compare to sleep.  Ammi shouted on me " AMAAN ! WAKE UP BETA , I hv something to make your and your father fav. type biryani, so go out and buy some stuff, here is the list. Now wake up .hurry "  "Ammi ! It's Raining out side , I'm not going anywhere 😔 , you know nah I hate rain "  "So you're rejecting my order ,h...

Title - "SUFFOCATION OF LOVE"  Part 3 -  I was coming to my home returning from the excellent interview. Again I took the bus from the stop. The bus was enough empty to adjust me in many manner. I could sit wherever I want to. I choose the seat right in front of the second door. I was thinking about MD of my company. She was hell beautiful. I just can't threw my thoughts out of her. Suddenly the bus stop and the known voice pinched me "Hello Rich boy" And giggled hard.  I look at the door there was same girl from the college , still messy hair with messy tone of speaking loudly. How could a girl like that loud. I mean girls are known for shyness. and here is this girl all loud like she don't even care about anyone.  I waved my hand for a Hi "How's your interview??? Seems like You are coming direct from the heaven , so fresh , so confident. Your eyes are speaking it all. You hv to learn how to hide happiness from behind the eyes...

Title - "SUFFOCATION OF LOVE"                      Part 2 - The Interview Thanks to God I was on time at the interview office but I had to wait sometime for the interviewer. From the guard I wanted to know that Company MD is a female and She was my interviewer too that day. Now I was nervous as hell. company MD ! interviewer! Hell ! A car blow horn at the gate thn the guard run towards the gate for opening it. Ummmmmm I was confused as hell now that was the same Audi A8 from the bus stop. I stare at the care very wisely with narrowing my eyes so I could see trough black mirror. But I failed. I thought there are many more Audi A8 in the city..So I convinced myself that this wasn't her. Call on the guard counter -  "Send him in"  "Yes ma'am"  Guard to me - "You can go inside , your interview will be start in 15 mint. Take some water and finish bathroom before going." I smiled "Thank You. I ...

Title - "SUFFOCATION OF LOVE" "Baby see this" she hand me a picture ,a collage of both of us in it. "It's beautiful babu, but listen I need to do my work, I don't want any disturbance, will you please be calm for some time???" I asked her gently with a kiss on her forehead. Suddenly she start crying , her tears was rolling down on her chicks like the water drops make their way down from the leafs of a banana tree. Once I thought of letting her cry because she was looking beautiful more thn other days with tears on her red chocked chicks and with wet black eyes. As she start stareing me like a little girl looks to his father when she need something. I left my work and hug her tightly, stop her tears from rolling down. How could I saw her crying I mean how someone will let something down to the ground if they will want that thing on the top of their hope. She was like a hope for me. You may be wondering why I'm using was for her cuz she ...

Title - "A COMPLETE MURDER" I'm writing this as my confession letter to whomever want only success and ignore the most valuable person of their life. It can be consider as my suicide note because now it is going to be more hard to bear this pain , pain of holding regret for too long , pain of holding a screamer into my stomach, pain of holding a suicide murder. Yes it was MURDER. "I was complete broke at that time emotionally and financially too. One day i was standing in front of my room, finding the right key. I saw a girl coming from the steps, a complete stranger to me "Do you want something???" i asked her because she was looking at me with giggle on. Damn she was 😍 a beauty who has a class and I was like a broken millionaire. "No, I don't want anything. Actually I hv something you need" she said waveing her hand towards my eyes because i was stareing at her like a child look to the ice cream on his fav. ice cream parlour....